Meet your edge. Ride your dragon. Rewrite your story.
Learn to make magic with your life
Adult life can be bold, turned on, and deeply alive. Adulthood gives you the experience, tools, and guidance to break free from inherited programming, reclaim your power, and shape a life that is fully, unapologetically yours
The portal is open. The opportunity is right before you.
Will you have the audacity to walk through?
“Transformative in all the best ways” -Frederick
Do you want more than a life by default?
Are you tired of…
X Feeling numb from the life you’re living?
X Being afraid of what will happen if you do what you desire?
X Pretending to have it all figured out?
X Feeling helpless?
X Fighting for everything?
X Relationships that no longer serve you?
X Holding onto a job that pays your bills but kills your soul?
Or, Do you want a life by your own design?
Imagine yourself…
V Radiant, thriving, and moving through life fully awake!
V Feeling at home in your body and in this world!
V In your power and on your purpose!
V Bringing the fullest expression of yourself into your family, friendships, and community!
V In relationships that are intimate, vibrant, and co-creative!
V Turning your work into an extension of your art!
Are you ready to break free from old patterns and start creating new possibilities?
"I had a living, breathing experience that met me exactly where I was. Every moment felt real, raw, and profoundly alive."
- Johanna
What can you expect?
01/ Learn the art of living audaciously
This journey is as practical as it is transformational. You’ll walk away with tools, rituals, and practices to reprogram limiting patterns, reclaim your power, and navigate life with clarity. Each module offers step-by-step frameworks to help you integrate new ways of thinking, relating, and creating so that transformation doesn’t just happen in theory, but in your daily life, work, and relationships.
"I walked away with real tools and practices that I apply daily. This wasn’t just an experience, it was a turning point that shifted the way I live my life." - Deborah
02 / Experience the magic
This is not just a course! It is a pilgrimage to becoming the creator of your life. You will be guided and supported by loving and professional facilitation. Your experience will be expanded by the intelligence of plants and deepened by sacred ceremonies. You will journey into the depths of your subconscious, where universes of possibilities, profound teachings, and forgotten wisdom await. You will walk this path alongside fellow travelers, each courageously stepping into their own transformation, witnessing and being witnessed in the unfolding of something awesome.
"This journey cracked me open in ways I never expected. I touched parts of myself long buried, and in doing so, I discovered a sense of wonder and possibility I thought was lost." - Jason
03 / Be part of a radical, loving & truth-seeking community
There aren’t many spaces where it’s safe to speak your truth, ask the big questions, and be fully met. Adulthood is a space of radical honesty, deep reflection, and real connection. In this community, we challenge, inspire, and uplift each other, so you’re not walking this pilgrimage alone. Together, we will become a vibrant and supportive family that celebrates individual uniqueness and collective impact.
"For the first time, I felt fully seen and accepted exactly as I am. The depth of connection, love, and radical honesty changed my understanding of what community can be."- - Pat
The map of your 9-month pilgrimage
The Adulthood journey is designed as a sacred rite of passage, unfolding through three transformational gates, each guiding you deeper into self-awareness, conscious relationships, and your connection to the web of life.
This pilgrimage blends online lessons, immersive in-person intensives, sacred plant ceremonies, one-on-one mentorship, and community engagement, creating a powerful, structured, and deeply integrative experience.
The three gates of Adulthood
The gate of
I
The gate of
WE
The gate of
ALL
The gate of
I
Mastery of Self
June 21 – September 21, 2025
This gate is about self-discovery, personal responsibility, and reclaiming your power. You will uncover subconscious patterns to reveal who you are beneath the layers of institutional and societal conditioning, befriend your inner children, and explore how you create your reality.
Key milestones:
June 21 – Basecamp Genesis (2hr online opening ceremony)
June 28 – What is necessary for a soul pilgrimage? (6-8 hours ceremony)
July 19 – How do I create my reality? (3hr online lesson)
August 16 – How do my inner children re-act? (3hr online lesson)
September 19-21 – Rite of Passage (3-day in-person intensive in Colorado)
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Day 1: What are my needs, and how do I meet them?
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Day 2: How do I manifest my desires?
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Day 3: How do I integrate this into my life?
The gate of
WE
Mastery of Relationship
October 18 – November 15, 2025
In relationships, whether romantic, familial, or professional, Adulthood reveals itself in your ability to balance independence and intimacy. It means learning to listen without the need to fix, to give without losing yourself, and navigate conflict without blame.
This gate is about exploring relationships, your relational patterns, and how to cultivate adult co-creative partnerships.
Key milestones:
October 18 – The Natural Cycle of Relationships (3hr online lesson)
November 15 – How does my adult-self relate? (6-8 hours ceremony)
"Adulthood is not an age. It is the moment you decide to create your life instead of inheriting it."
-Lilit Huzpanit
The gate of
ALL
Mastery of Source
December 13 – February 28, 2026
This gate is about expanding beyond the personal and relational into the universal. You will explore the forces of all creation, shadow work, soul purpose, and your relationship to the unknown. It is an invitation to realize that everything in existence is part of you and you are part of the whole.
Key Milestones:
December 13 – The Dance of Masculine & Feminine Energy (3hr online lesson)
January 17 – Why is death so scary? (6-8 hours ceremony)
February 20-24 – Back to Source (4-day in-person intensive in Panama)
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Day 1: What is in my shadow?
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Day 2: How do adults relate?
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Day 3: Do I have a soul purpose?
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Day 4: How do I integrate this into my life?
February 28 – Homecoming (2hr online closing ceremony)
Choose Your Path to Adulthood
We are creating an inclusive community. That is why it's important for us to offer options that meet your level of commitment, readiness, and capacity.
Because we are creating a cohesive, supportive, and transformative environment for everyone, all applicants will participate in an introduction call so we can have a mutual meeting and assessment of what is right for you, for us, and our legion of fellow travelers.
Which path is right for you?
The Devoted Ones (Full Immersion)
This journey is designed as an immersive and cohesive experience, inviting you to devote 9 months to profound self-discovery and transformation.
The Devoted Ones will be part of a sacred "We", where we will cultivate bonds of trust, intimacy, and mutual growth. With consistent support, reflection, and shared experiences, this pilgrimage will guide you into deeper parts of yourself, revealing and developing aspects you may not yet accept or even know.
3 x Online Journeys
Guided deep dives with the intelligence of plants into portals of self-mastery, conscious relationship, and the universal spirit.
5 x 3-Hour Online Lessons
Inspiring new frameworks, rituals and practices that enrich your agency in daily life.
1 x 3-Day In-Person Intensive in Colorado
This multi-day ceremony is a peak moment in your pilgrimage. An ancient rite woven into modern time. Here, you gather with your legion of fellow travelers, meeting face to face as the veils thin, the masks fall, and the fire of transformation burns bright.
1 x 4-Day In-Person Intensive in Panama
Nestled in the rolling hills of Panama overlooking the Pacific, held at our home, The Temple of Whatever, this four-day immersion is where everything you’ve learned along your pilgrimage comes alive. Enhanced by the intelligence of plants and the intimate container of your fellow travelers, you will ride your dragon like never before.
3 x Private 90-Minute Mentorship Sessions with Lilit & Omer
Along every great pilgrimage are Sages who meet you in your most crucial moments to illuminate the unseen, challenge illusions, and sharpen your truth. With one session with Lilit, one with Omer, and one with both of us, you will step into a private space where your deepest questions are met with undivided attention, reflection, and support.
The Oasis, Private WhatsApp Group
Every journey has its hidden wellspring, a place where travelers gather to replenish, share stories, and stay connected. This exclusive WhatsApp group is the ever-flowing oasis of Adulthood, constantly nourishing you with transmissions, prompts, media, and a space to process and share what’s alive as you walk this path together.
The Book of Becoming
This beautifully crafted guide holds every teaching and lesson, complete with diagrams, mind maps, and workbook exercises, ensuring no wisdom is lost while also serving as a personal journal to track your journey, insights, and evolution.
Investment:
$6,195 - Wire Transfer
$793/month - 9-month PayPal plan
*10% discount for multiple Travelers in the same household
The pilgrimage is limited to 12 fully committed participants (The Devoted Ones & Companions from Afar), while Hop-On, Hop-Off Travelers are welcome to join select experiences along the way.
Companions From Afar
(Online Immersion)
For those who wish to join from afar, the online option includes access to the materials, teachings, and virtual gatherings offered online, with the option to join in-person intensives at an additional cost. This option is designed for those who are not ready to commit to physical travel but are ready to commit to everything else.
3 x Online Journeys
Guided deep dives with the intelligence of plants into portals of self-mastery, conscious relationship, and the universal spirit.
5 x 3-Hour Online Lessons
Inspiring new frameworks, rituals and practices that enrich your agency in daily life.
The Book of Becoming
This beautifully crafted guide holds every teaching and lesson, complete with diagrams, mind maps, and workbook exercises, ensuring no wisdom is lost while also serving as a personal journal to track your journey, insights, and evolution.
3 x Private 90-Minute Mentorship Sessions with Lilit & Omer
Along every great pilgrimage are Sages who meet you in your most crucial moments to illuminate the unseen, challenge illusions, and sharpen your truth. With one session with Lilit, one with Omer, and one with both of us, you will step into a private space where your deepest questions are met with undivided attention, reflection, and support.
The Oasis, Private WhatsApp Group
Every journey has its hidden wellspring, a place where travelers gather to replenish, share stories, and stay connected. This exclusive WhatsApp group is the ever-flowing oasis of Adulthood, constantly nourishing you with transmissions, prompts, media, and a space to process and share what’s alive as you walk this path together.
Investment:
$4,444 - Wire Transfer
$570/month - 9-month PayPal plan
*10% discount for multiple Travelers in the same household
The pilgrimage is limited to 12 fully committed participants (The Devoted Ones & Companions from Afar), while Hop-On, Hop-Off Travelers are welcome to join select experiences along the way.
Hop-On, Hop-Off Travelers
(Flexible Entry Points)
For those seeking flexibility, the Hop-On, Hop-Off option allows you to dip into this pilgrimage at intervals that work for you.
Join us for the milestones and gatherings of your choice, where you’ll still experience the wisdom of the teachings, the intelligence of the plants, and the warmth of the group.
While not as immersive as the path of The Devoted Ones, this option leaves all the possibilities open.
Investment:
Per Journey: $450
Per Lesson: $120
"I had been stuck in the same patterns for years, searching for something to break me free. This experience didn’t just give me tools—it showed me a new way of being."
- Michael
It is the Right Time in Your Life for Initiation if…
You are ready to discover what lies beyond your current experience, uncovering new dimensions of yourself and the world around you.
You feel a yearning for deeper purpose and understanding in your life or may be at a crossroads, seeking clarity.
You are in a transitional phase, such as becoming a parent, an empty nester, after divorce, loss, career change, or personal crisis.
You are seeking a deeper connection with yourself, others, and the divine.
You feel weak or hopeless in aspects of your life and want to retrieve this power.
You feel your most intimate relationships are stuck or not satisfying.
You and your lover, sibling, parent, or child are ready to deepen the intimacy and health of your relationship.
You are a life coach, therapist, energy worker, spiritual guide, teacher, or community leader seeking deeper personal transformation and the opportunity to expand your toolkit by learning new modalities, methodologies, and teachings to enhance your work with others.a
You are ready to turn your trauma into an initiation, seeking healing from emotional or physical pain, restoration, solace, or closure.
This is Not for You if…
You don't have a private space for our milestones.
You don’t have an interest in taking ownership of your life.
You are looking for therapy. This pilgrimage is a space of radical experience, education, and self-exploration. While it may have deeply healing effects, it requires emotional maturity, self-responsibility, and the ability to hold yourself through deep and sometimes triggering experiences.
You want to passively consume the course content and receive information only. While we will offer the space, tools and practices to guide and support you, the key principle of Adulthood is your commitment to actively participate, share and apply those tools.
You attribute everything that happens to fate or external forces without questioning your own role.
You believe you already have all the answers.
You’re not open, curious, or eager to explore new possibilities.
You blame others for what’s missing in your life.
"I came into this work feeling disconnected and unsure of my next steps. What I found was a profound sense of clarity, purpose, and the courage to create my life on my own terms."
- Maria
"This was the mirror I needed to finally take responsibility for my life. It challenged me, woke me up, and showed me that I had the power all along."
- Yonatan
Have You Ever…
Craved an experience that isn’t just another rigid and boring self-help program but a fluid, living, and breathing journey, shaped by what’s actually alive for you and others?
Felt called to something radically different? A journey that invites your wild curiosity, celebrates your raw truth, and dares to venture beyond the safe and conventional.
Experienced a container where the facilitators are not just teachers but participants who lead through their own vulnerability, active engagement, and present experience?
Longed for community? Not just a social or religious group, but a space where vulnerability is everywhere, intimacy is cultivated with care, and every part of you is welcomed?
Have you ever wondered what it’s like to explore radical self-responsibility through curiosity, joy, and pleasure rather than suffering, sacrifice, and struggle?
Wanted to explore personal growth through both ancient wisdom and modern science, blending ritual with practical tools, spiritual awakening with real-world application?
"For the first time, I felt like I belonged—not because I had to fit in, but because every part of me was welcome. This journey was the community I didn’t know I needed."
- Cristina
"The masterful invitation to be in reverent relationship with the space, the plants, and each other set a completely safe container and soft opening to let go and receive true connection in love."
- David
Curious To Meet Us?
We are a couple, doing life together and actively exploring what it means to be in a passionate adult relationship. We are wildly in love. We lean into radical self-responsibility, truth, and intimacy, staying curious about what else is possible. Our favorite part of the day is waking up every morning to loving each other even more and the best part of every day is slipping into bed together in the evening.
Our relationship is alive, ever-evolving, and beautifully messy. We trigger each other’s deepest wounds, loop through old stories, and sometimes cast each other in dramas of our own making. Our inner children act out, and we make mistakes. With this, we keep showing up, for ourselves and each other, with curiosity, reflection, fierce support, and unshakable devotion. We are best friends, playmates, lovers, teachers, and the safest space for one another.
We found each other later in life, with 14 years between us, living in different countries, walking separate but parallel paths. Now, we share our dream home, The Temple of Whatever, a space built from scratch to hold sacred work and our ever-expanding love. Nestled in the hills of Panama, overlooking the Pacific, we live far from the city and even farther from the cages we once lived in.
We are part of an extraordinary community, souls who share values, desires, and the will to create them.
Lilit Huzpanit
Lead facilitator
I have over 30 years of professional international experience as a CEO, coach, trainer, and facilitator, supporting, guiding, and leading people, teams, and organizations to discover and unleash their potential.
My accomplishments include certifying hundreds of professional coaches around the world. Working with Fortune 500 companies to individuals committed to their professional development, I facilitated my clients to build strategies, overcome barriers, and achieve personal and organizational goals.
During this time, I was on a parallel path of shamanism, sacred medicine work, somatic work, channeling, personal and spiritual development.
Harvesting the vast set of tools, mind maps, methodologies, and skills developed from these professional paths, I dedicate my life to supporting those who choose to spread their wings and fly.
Omer Saar
Co-facilitator
I am on a life journey of self-discovery, transcending fears that limit my authentic desires, and creating the person I aspire to be. Driven by innate curiosity and a longing for radical truth, freedom, and expansion, I've created experiences, learnings, and remembrances that inform and inspire the way I live and lead.
With well over 100 ceremonies, retreats, and workshops in the last two years alone, working with and learning from sacred medicinal plants and my masterful mentors, I offer a unique alchemy of wisdom, practical tools, and my fun, grounding, and thrill-seeking spirit.
If you too long for more love and the fulfillment of your deepest desires and are seeking an ally or guide to support and challenge you along your way, I am curious to meet you, exactly as you are.
“Tomas and I were navigating big challenges. Lilit and Omer gave us the space, insights, and tools we needed to go deep and come out stronger.”
- Tatiana
"Lilit and Omer were so lovely in holding space, bearing witness, and providing a strong educational background and foundational support throughout the entire ceremony."
- Monique
Why We Created This Pilgrimage
We’re here for more fun, more meaning, and more depth. We want to laugh harder, love deeper, and live with our whole being. Ever since I joined Lilit in this work, I’ve been lovingly nagging her to co-create a longer journey. One that builds on itself, layer by layer, experience by experience, taking us deeper into ourselves, each other, and what else is possible. A journey that stretches our capacity, deepens our intimacy, and most importantly, is fun.
Over the years, this spark of desire has grown into something bigger than us. It has evolved, shape-shifted, and finally landed here: a pilgrimage into the heart of what it means to be fully alive.
We believe we are at a tipping point. Humanity, Earth, and life as we know it are standing at the edge of an incredible possibility where we have more power and knowledge than ever before and a closing window of time to use it wisely. We are not alone in this. Real transformation does not happen in isolation. Healing, thriving, and evolution happen in relationship, with ourselves, with each other, and with the greater intelligence of life itself.
This is not about blindly seeking more knowledge or waiting for the next politician, prophet or hero to save us, because this keeps us in our child state, relying on mommy and daddy. It’s about shifting perspectives, replacing blind acceptance of external authority and our own assumed certainty with curiosity.
It’s about taking ownership. Not in a heavy, burdensome way, but in a way that liberates and empowers.
And honestly? We couldn’t imagine doing anything else.
"I’ve never been in a space where truth, vulnerability, and curiosity were so deeply honored.”
- Jean Paul
“I came looking for answers and left with better questions”
- Rachel
What More Do You Want To Know?
"There is no certainty in the unknown, only the promise of discovery."
- Lilit Huzpanit